…from where I am now. Kinda bummed…I hadn’t really felt the disappointment from news last week until today. Today, I was told of all the things I should have/could have been working on in the future. And I really wanted to be a part of it. And I’m not.

I’m really unhappy. I feel like Rock Lee when…



Just like Rock Lee, I feel like I’m watching others around me progress and I feel trapped in a cage…unable to take steps forward, unable to walk the same path. I mean, I’m 100% sure I’ll catch up…in a year or two. But I’m going to miss the awesome part of the journey for that year or two while I’m stuck in my cage. Sigh.

Maybe I should try climbing another mountain, somewhere else…sigh. This feeling fucking sucks ass. I just wanna crawl into a hole and die.

/wrists. Seriously.