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Thinking too much hurts your brain and gives you wrinkles

Monday, May 7th, 2012 at 2:36 am

When I am racing, my mind and body are working so quickly and so well together, I must be sure not to think, or else I will definitely make a mistake.

– Denny from The Art of Racing in the Rain

Just as quote from the last book I read.

It made me think of all the times you do something mindlessly and/or repetitively that you can do quickly and without mistake…but then, when you realize you’re doing it, you slow down for fear of making a mistake.

Try typing “k”, “l”, “f” repeatedly and you’ll notice you vary speeds as you start to think.
(Sorry, I was trying to think of an example where the above occurs).

Sometimes it’s best to do things without thinking. I find public speaking is better for stuff like this. Thinking too much gives me hesitation and tongue twisting…but simply blurting out thoughts comes out much more naturally…tho I do tend to say stupid things >_<

It is better to remain silent and be thought a fool than open your mouth and remove all doubt.

– Lisa Simpson

And then I, like Homer, would reply:

Takes one to know one.

I’m so unhappy being happy.

Sunday, May 6th, 2012 at 2:10 am

I was cleaning some of my old drafts that were never published.
I cringe to read what some of them say and how some of them were written.

“Was I ever that young, emotional, and stupid?” I ask, despite the posts having been written within the last year or two.

Many of them were rants that I thankfully didn’t post. But it does make me feel like I would cringe reading some of the posts I’ve actually published on here.

I don’t really believe I’m too different a person from a year or two ago. And perhaps I still react the same way given certain emotional stimuli…but I don’t feel that way anymore. I don’t feel like that person that wrote all that stuff. That took all of life’s trivialities and ranted about them. That took daily life and made it bigger than it was. More dramatic.

Yes, there’s definitely drama in my life. I have external drama that keeps me occupied generally…so I haven’t had the need to look within myself and question or argue with myself. Which has caused me to write a lot less.

I’m all drama’d out….right now….and the drama I have, I can’t write about.

I sort of miss it. The passion to write something meaningful or introspective. I’ve had things I wanted to write about lately but they always just…get forgotten. I have little notes on the things I want to write about…but it never really seems worth it. I’ve been walking to work a lot lately…but I’m not really thinking of anything that’s mind blowing. I haven’t figured out anything new…there’s no internal conflict. Am I burnt out? Or have I figured out enough things about myself that it’s really…well, not all that fun anymore.

I know who I am…how I react to things…what bothers me, what doesn’t, and why. I feel like I’ve figured out most of the whys in my life, especially regarding myself…which is really quite upsetting as I live for the whys, the understanding.

I’m happy. I’m out of conflict, drama, and figuring stuff out.
And this life makes me really unhappy.

…that’s so retarded.

To Do list

Sunday, May 6th, 2012 at 12:58 am

I think I need to add a To Do list.
Something I can frequently reference…cuz although my monthly accomplishment posts are good, I can’t seem to stay on track of what I have to do, long term.

I find that I want to watch A but then get distracted by B and C. Or rewatch D. And never get to A.

Anyways, I think I might make one soon and put it as a section of this site, to keep me organized.

Movies.
Shows.
Books.
Games.

So if I ever don’t know what to do – I just check that out.

I’m finding myself just absolutely drowning in side projects or organization of stuff…

Too much to do. Never enough time.

WTB – May 2012 Edition

Wednesday, May 2nd, 2012 at 12:01 am

Things I’m expecting in May – Total $542.05


Makise Kurisu
$119.99 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered Feb 11, 2012
Release Date May 2012
Purchased at kidnemo.fm
Prince of Tennis Manga
$262.09 (so far) – Price I Paid (total)
Purchased at Book Repository, Amazon, Chapters/Indigo
Metal Gear Solid Play Arts Kai – Solid Snake
$51.99 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered Nov 24, 2011
Release Date Feb 2012
Purchased at The Big Bad Toy Store
Kotobukiya Marvel Comics: Elektra Bishoujo Statue
$51.99 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered May 21, 2011
Release Date Feb 2012
Purchased at The Big Bad Toy Store
Kotobukiya Marvel Comics: Storm Bishoujo Statue
$55.99 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered Dec 20, 2011
Release Date May 2012
Purchased at The Big Bad Toy Store

Things I received in April – Total $503.99


Metal Gear Solid Play Arts Kai – Cyborg Ninja
$51.99 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered Nov 24, 2011
Received April 28, 2012
Purchased at The Big Bad Toy Store
Kotobukiya Marvel Comics: X-23 Bishoujo Statue
$55.99 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered Sept 4, 2011
Received April 12, 2012
Purchased at The Big Bad Toy Store
Zelda: Spirit Tracks Collector’s Editionr
$41 – Price I Paid (total)
Ordered March 28, 2012
Received April 12, 2012
Purchased at eBay.ca
Avatar: The Last Airbender
$104.68 – Price I Paid (total)
Ordered March 28, 2012
Received April 9, 2012
Purchased at Amazon.com
Hikaru no Go Manga
$174 – Price I Paid (total)
Purchased at Book Repository, Amazon, Chapters/Indigo
Persona 4 – Kujikawa Rise
$76.33 – Price I Paid (total)
Pre-ordered Sept 7, 2011
Received Mar 13, 2012
Purchased at HOBBY SEARCH

Accomplishments – May 2012 Edition

Tuesday, May 1st, 2012 at 2:48 pm
What I accomplished in April

Shows / Movies
The Walking Dead S1-S2
Dawson’s Creek S1-S6
Titanic…x2…one 3D
Scott Pilgrim [Rewatched]
Battle Royale [Rewatched]
Currently watching: Young Justice, The Last Air Bender: The Legend of Korra, Thundercats, The Big Bang Theory, How I Met Your Mother, Glee, The Office, House – In Progress

Books & Manga
The Art of Racing in the Rain

worldofwarren.com / warrenshea.com / secretproject [to be renamed]
worldofwarren.com – cleaned up a lot of content
worldofwarren.com – updated JavaScript libraries
warrenshea.com – almost finished….1 more thing to do
warrenshea.com – updated JavaScript libraries

Gaming

Web Development and Design

Other

Notes

What I want to accomplish in May

Shows / Movies
Hulk
Iron Man [Rewatch]
Incredible Hulk [Rewatch]
Iron Man II [Rewatch]
Thor [Rewatch]
Captain America [Rewatch]
….all leading up to….
Avengers (ZOMG ITS FINALLY HERE!)
X-Men: Anime [Rewatch]
The Illusionist
The Butterfly Effect
Gilmore Girls [Rewatch]

Books & Manga
The Hunger Games

worldofwarren.com / warrenshea.com / secretproject [to be renamed]
warrenshea.com – Finish – lol i’m so close….

Gaming
Tiny Tower

Web Development and Design

Other
Research DSLR Cameras
Research Cars

Notes