1. My gaydar is malfunctioning. I can’t tell if someone is homosexual…like, at all. What takes people literally 3 minutes takes me 3 days…and even then, I’m not really sure.
2. I had like, every deep conversation possible tonight…it was pretty awesome…given my deep conversation dry spell, I’m very satisfied.
3. My last post did not go over well with my co-workers or Zena…some of it too dark they couldn’t even finish. I want to clarify that this blog is probably as close to Real Warren that you’d get…I’m (trying) not to filter content or write what I think people should write or think or react to. I’m writing what I feel…what I truly feel, not holding things back. I realize the mistake I might be making…Real Warren would not be accepted by society. Friends, co-workers, potential employers, random strangers…might read some of my posts and think “WTF is wrong with this guy”. And that’s not the Warren I want these people to know…not because I care what people think but because it affects my life. I don’t want to not get a job or scare my friends or co-workers because of what I write. I don’t know…I still want to continue writing the way I’ve been writing…but the world in general probably won’t ever accept Real Warren. I’m still unsure if that matters or not…
4. Regarding the last post…not to justify it…but I completely understand some of the homeless/bums aren’t there by choice, some of them are mentally challenged. Zena said that giving them food is better than giving them money…some of them might be addicts. And when she said the word “addicts”, that’s what made me then think again that the path they’ve ended up on is their own fault and I feel no sympathy for that. The mentally challenged thing…that’s a bit different I guess…but there are many who aren’t…who are where they are because of the choices they’ve made in life. I have no sympathy for that. I have no understanding for that. Sh!t happens to everyone, everywhere…some rise about it, some fail. But like school, if you fail that much, you get kicked out. Or in this case, if you fail in life…you should be…uh…kicked out…from life. Bad analogy >_< Basically, the way I see it is that they have a lack of value/worth in their lives. Who am I to judge, they challenged. But the fact is that everyone instinctively judges others all the time. We are ALL guilty of judging others in some way or another. So I don’t feel any wrong in myself judging another’s value or worth in life. I’m not intentionally causing harm to them, I just wish something unfortunate upon them. But that doesn’t mean anything though…I think my readers have to accept that I feel what and how I feel…they might not agree and that’s fine. Just accept that I think differently about this subject than others. If you can’t do that, if we can’t agree to disagree, don’t read my blog you stubborn, close minded jerkface. I don’t want you reading this. And if you still read it, don’t complain. /end rant