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Friday, September 9th, 2011 at 12:34 am

I know I haven’t been blogging lately…a mix of sleep + work + allergies + burnout.

Sleep
I’ve been sleeping a lot this week. I think it’s to make up for last week, and my vacation. I don’t think I slept more than 8 hours a day for those 2 weeks, even on my vacation and I had some incredibly bad sleeps last week. I kept waking up at 4 or 5am, wired. I haven’t had that lately and I’m so thankful. Bad sleeps, multiple days in a row are incredibly taxing. So now, I think I’m just…well, enjoying the good sleeps. Like, making up for all the bad ones….it really feels great, I think it’s really improving both my attitude and productivity at work. That’s not to say I’m tired of late nights, it just means….it’s nice to sleep early and relax. It feels soooo good!

Work
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again…these next 2 months are definitely the most exhausting and busy months in my 5 years at [Redacted]. Like, I’ve had projects where I’m busy. Busy for a week, busy for a week and a half…but I’ve got so much work on my plate, 2 giant projects launching at the end of Oct….I’ve been working like crazy at work, sometimes at home…and I just haven’t been able to look at anything else for a while. I go home and I just want to do nothing, I’m so exhausted…poor warrenshea.com

Allergies
They’ve been bad since CNE. Once my nose gets hit or affected, it takes a while to heal. It’s pretty sensitive.

Burnout
Uhh…yeah, I’m burnt. out. My vacation…should have been used to just relax, because…ugh, I feel like I’ve been working/busy forever………

This Weekend
I’m going to Eaton Centre tomorrow…to go to Hot Topic and get my Kirby Shirt >:( I wanted to order it online…but shipping for 2 shirts was $30…so expensive. X-Men: First Class Blu Ray comes out tomorrow…going to get that probably. Z might get a red 3DS tomorrow…and a game, maybe Nintendogs and Cats or whatever. I’d like to play that :D I love cutie animos. I pre-ordered Star Fox 64 over Amazon…so I won’t be getting it tomorrow…which sucks, cuz I really wanna play it…

I don’t know what I’m going to do this weekend. Organize my files 8 years of previous code/design files to get my portfolio for warrenshea.com ready? Start my new blog? Do some photography? Do some art (really itching to do some art today)? Do some work? I don’t know….but I’m hoping to be recharged for the weekend so I can start getting productive again!

Anyways…..just wanted to write something. I know it’s nothing mind blowing but I get really antsy when I haven’t written in days. I feel I owe it to my readers (and the blog) to let them know I’m alive.

You missed your calling.

Monday, September 5th, 2011 at 9:08 pm

I was at the CNE yesterday, in one of the buildings where they have these awesome sand castles and sculptures. There, I also saw the area where this guy balances rocks on each other. Like, not square rocks…sharp rocks…triangle rocks…it seems pretty impossible when you look at them.

It got me thinking…what if you’re spectacular at something…like, maybe better than almost everyone in the world, but you don’t know what it is. What if you go through your whole life never knowing “I’m the best, in the world, at this”.

I just thought that’d be sad. I mean, most people take careers in what they’re decent at and will bring them money. I don’t think rock balancing can bring you a lot of money…unless you’re some of the few in the world that are good at it.

Anyways…just something that crossed my mind while watching him.

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I got a Venus fly trap yesterday. It’s a carnivorous plant! That’s so awesome. You need to keep it moist, but it feeds on flys…and if you need, meat. So next time we have a good steak going, I’ll chop off a small piece for it :)

Hopefully it can get rid of some of the fruit flies that have come into our home recently :'(

Feeling like ass

Saturday, September 3rd, 2011 at 1:51 am

I felt absolutely terrible this week. Not to mention all the work this week…

After my vacation, I couldn’t, and still can’t get my sleeping back on track. Monday, I couldn’t fall asleep…ended up pulling an all nigher, 24.5 hours….where the last 8 or so was at work. Generally, my mind starts to go around 20-22 hours…I generally can’t make it to 24. I had 2 XL coffees that day….and I think those hurt my sleeping…

For the next 2 days, I was waking up at 4am, despite sleeping at midnight….and I’d wake up wired, cuz of the coffee i’d be drinking to keep me awake while at work.

For the next 3 or so days, I’d still wake up at 4am or 5am, no matter what….and I’d wake up wide awake. But I was able to get to sleep within 30m…thank god. seriously.

So my sleeping has been messed. I’ve been so stressed with work. Wired on caffeine, but incredibly tired. Travelling to my (second office) this week at yonge and sheppard….and finally, I had allergies, giving me general weakness and a runny/stuffed up nose. I thought I was getting sick but fortunately it was just allergies.

Not to mention working OT whenever I could, a rooftop BBQ yesterday…I’m just so exhausted. I was supposed to go out tonight, I had 2 social events…but I cancelled them both, I just needed to rest. Tomorrow, I have another social event (a picnic), and Sunday the CNE…and Monday I’ll hopefully be resting and working OT.

I had no energy to blog, missed my 1st and 2nd day posts….til today.

Ugh. Worst week this year :(

Anyways…hoping things get better for me.

Accomplishments – September 2011 Edition

Thursday, September 1st, 2011 at 11:59 pm
What I accomplished in August

Shows / Movies
Breaking Bad – Caught Up
Avengers: Earth’s Mightiest Heroes S01E01 – S01E26 [cartoon] – Done
The Office – Season 7 – S01E01 – S01E26 [show] – Done
Game of Thrones [show] – In Progress – On S01E02
Your Highness [movie] – Done
Bad Teacher [movie] – Done
Bourne Identity [movie] – Done
Bourne Supremacy [movie] – Done
Bourne Ultimatum [movie] – Done
King’s Speech (watched 2x) [movie] – Done
The Fighter [movie] – Done
Grease [movie] – Done
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring (rewatched) [movie] – Done
Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (rewatched) [movie] – Done
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King (rewatched) [movie] – Done
The Professional [movie] – Done
Source Code [movie] – Done
Rio [movie] – Done
Zodiac [movie] – Done
SweeneyTodd [movie] – Done
The Fast and the Furious 5 – FastFive (watched 2x) [movie] – Done

Books & Manga
Lots and lots of various comics

worldofwarren.com

warrenshea.com

Gaming
Catherine – Done

Web Development and Design

Other

Notes
Glad I had that week off because this week, I haven’t had time to do ANYTHING. WORST WORK WEEK THIS YEAR. Sigh. Productive month, only because I took vacation…I think I need a break right now…for now.

What I want to accomplish in September

Shows / Movies

Books & Manga

worldofwarren.com

warrenshea.com
Complete this site – To Do

Gaming
Something…….? – To Do

Web Development and Design

Other

Notes
I don’t know what I’m gonna finish this month, but I know I have no time, and a lot of work to do. Sigh. These next 2 months are killer.

Vacation Day 9 – and so it ends….

Monday, August 29th, 2011 at 12:31 am

This was a good vacation. It wasn’t a great one as I would have preferred less stress and less “to do”. But I more or less stuck to what I had planned to do. I guess I can’t complain about it not being great since I’m the one that made it stressful in the first place.

Sleeping
I didn’t waste my time sleeping 12~ hours a day like usual :P For some reason, I couldn’t wake up past 2-3pm regardless of what time I slept. Well, to be honest, I never slept later than 9am…which is odd for me during a long vacation like this. Usually my sleeping gets progressively worse (later) but this time it stayed more or less on track. So basically, I’d naturally wake up regardless of if I got 6 hours of sleep, or 8…but I couldn’t sleep more than that. I guess all the work hours have taken their toll and I can no longer sleep the hours I used to sleep. That said, I’m always up to the challenge. Maybe next time, I won’t dedicate so much time to working (on personal stuff) for my vacation. Maybe with less stress, I’ll be able to sleep like I used to :)

Job
It was nice to get away from the stupid stress I’d been feeling at work the last few weeks. I know there’s a sh!t load of stuff waiting for me….and the next week and few months are gonna be tough, but this week was really needed…perfectly timed.

FanExpo
Didn’t end up going. Again, the only reason for going and spending what I wanted to spend was for art books, which I got a couple weeks at a store, before the con. This meant going to the con would only result in spending money impulsively. It was probably best I didn’t go. Maybe I’ll go next year if I can be a little smarter with my money this year.

Going out
This is gonna be a weird one to publicly confess. So, I had a rooftop BBQ and went clubbing last last Friday, stayed in last Saturday and Sunday…stayed in Monday and Tuesday…and then Z and I decided to make a stupid challenge…of not leaving the condo for the rest of my vacation….and as it’s Sunday, I feel some sense of weird accomplishment that I actually did it. I did leave the condo….sorta, I went to the balcony to water some plants (that’s technically not leaving the condo), and I went to the trash shute on our floor…but that was as far as I traveled in 9 days.

It kinda sucked cuz there were errands I wanted to run throughout the week….I’ll try to do them this week :)

A couple surprising things –
1. I didn’t go crazy. I had online chats with friends during the week and I saw Z every night….but apart from that, I had no other human interaction. I’m surprised I didn’t go a little batty….I must say, it will be nice to go to work tomorrow, just for the walk outside :)
2. Not sure if I should have expected this or not, but I’m quite content just being alone, with my games and computer. There’s not much else I need to stay content. I can actually spend 9 days alone, without the feeling of needing to go out and do something. I must say, I’m an odd one. I don’t know of anyone that could do what I did….or even, would do it voluntarily.

Gamed
Catherine

Watched
Avengers: Earth’s Mightiest Heroes S01E01 – S01E26 [cartoon]
The Office – Season 7 – S01E01 – S01E26 [show]
Game of Thrones [show] – In Progress – On S01E02
Bourne Identity [movie]
Bourne Supremacy [movie]
Bourne Ultimatum [movie]
King’s Speech (watched 2x) [movie]
The Fighter [movie]
Grease [movie]
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring (rewatched) [movie]
Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (rewatched) [movie]
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King (rewatched) [movie]
The Professional [movie]
Source Code [movie]
Rio [movie]
Zodiac [movie]
SweeneyTodd [movie]
The Fast and the Furious 5 – FastFive (watched 2x) [movie]

warrenshea.com
So…I didn’t finish this site. I could have…probably. But it’s okay. I got enough of it done. The rest of it is mostly just

  1. review/revision of writing
  2. bullet points for my previous job descriptions
  3. add to my portfolio section
  4. not warrenshea.com related, but fix up resume

There are 5 sections: home, resume, portfolio, contact, more. So 3 of the sections are pretty much done. The last two days, as my vacation was winding down, I just wanted to relax…so I didn’t work on much. Again, the big thing I had to do was the Portfolio section, and the backend of the Contact section, which are both mostly done.

Man, I totally got hooked on XML. For anything consistently the same format, XML/AJAX is awesome!

Anyways, I hope to finish and release this site soon :)


Breaking Bad for the rest of the night, and then sleep time :) Hopefully I can readjust properly :)