I’m miserable. Absolutely hating my life right now. I’ve always kept a pretty…happy life, it’s simple because I make it simple. For reasons outside of my control, I’ve been pretty down the last few weeks. Down, depressed, angry, frustrated…all these negative emotions. It sure is teh suck.

I know what I have to do to get out of this feeling and I’m taking steps to recover. Still, I don’t know how long it will be until all is well again. Everyday I’m stressed, everyday I have thoughts that make me angry, frustrated…oh, the drama I don’t need or want.

The glass is half empty my friends…I can’t really seem to blog about anything anymore because my mind is so focused on this one thing that I can’t really talk about here. 50% of my thoughts every day lately are focused on this one thing, I have no…extra brain capacity (yikes, that sounds terrible) to think about other stuff.

It sucks, and no amount of cute hamsters can fix this. Boourns I say, boourns.

/wrists. both of them. seriously this time.