Too late to read scary Manga. Too late to read asp.NET. Too early to sleep.

Honestly, some of these posts aren’t really meant to be read, they’re a form of self-analysis and introspection. They aren’t interesting, except maybe to myself. But I will write what’s on my mind. And you will read what you choose to read.

Am I a:
Introvert or Extrovert? or Ambivert?
Optimist or Pessimist? or Realist?
Ninja or Pirate? or …NinjaPirate?

Is the glass half empty or half full?
While this blog was named on a whim, I find it expresses myself very accurately in that…I don’t know what type of person I am. While I might believe I know myself best, it’s obvious that others see me differently and, depending on the circumstances, view me in completely different ways than I would believe.

Introvert or Extrovert? or Ambivert? – I’ve always thought of myself as an introvert. But I’ve been known to display extrovert characteristics frequently enough that some might believe I’m an extrovert. Perhaps I’m an Ambivert…sharing characteristics of both.

Optimist or Pessimist? or Realist? – I’ve always thought of myself as an optimist. I believe people are generally good, I believe that things will always work out for the best. But I also believe that there are scum on the Earth. People that don’t deserve the life they’ve been given. And that the human population would sooner destroy itself and the Earth than be destroyed by any other means. Realist?

Ninja or Pirate? or …NinjaPirate? – Okay, this one I’m sure of. I’m a Ninja over a pirate. But that question is irrelevant to my identity. I think.

I find it pretty unbelievable that I’m so…neutral. I’m still trying to find out who I am after so many years. I would have thought I’d know by now. I’m confident but insecure. I’m loud but shy. I’m quiet but sociable. I’m arrogant but humble. I work hard but I’m lazy. I love to sleep but I love to stay up as long as possible.

What do you think?
Introvert or Extrovert? or Ambivert?
Optimist or Pessimist? or Realist?
Ninja or Pirate? or …NinjaPirate?

Don’t you 0 people reading answer all at once now y’hear?

Dr. Sheldon Cooper from the Big Bang Theory Season 1, Episode 1 would reply that I “participate in the mass cultural delusion that the sun’s apparent position relative to arbitrarily defined constellations at the time of your birth somehow affects your personality.”

Despite the above statement, I always feel like I have 2 minds, arguing and counter-arguing with each other. They both bring up valid points with specific logic and reasoning. I, too often, make a reasonable, rational decision but after giving the issue more thought, decide on another completely reasonable, rational decision. I don’t know why this is but it’s a common Gemini trait.

Hm. I’ve decided to abruptly stop my post here. Doing research on Gemini traits, I realize going forward that any further writings will only have value if you, yourself are a Gemini. In the case you are not, I’m fairly sure you would lose interest.

Two things I will try not to write about going forward are posts that are relevant to some people, but not all, and dreams. I believe that while dreams are interesting, they are mostly only interesting to the individual that has them. Everyone has dreams. Everyone has strange dreams. I personally don’t find it particularly interesting hearing or reading about another’s dreams (sorry Clint, this isn’t actually directed at you, it’s just came up on an unrelated tangent). Dreams are unexplained phenomenon. They (possibly) reflect what someone might be feeling around the time of the dream but their significance, imo, is little. Now I’m sure there’s backlash on that statement because hey, everyone can recount a dream that was significant or strange or important. But that’s just it, EVERYONE can. What’s a riddle that everyone knows the answer to? Worthless.

OMG remind me never to write a story, I’m all friggin frakin’ over the place.

I blame being a Gemini.