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Wowowow! Google + Font Previewer

Thursday, May 20th, 2010 at 8:59 pm

By linking to a google stylesheet, you can put a special font on a webpage without the user needing to have the TTF (truetype font) or w/e font.
http://code.google.com/webfonts/preview

I thought this was epicly cool, I wanted the title for my webpage to be a certain font but due to the limitations of fonts on other computers, I had to go with an image…

Given a stronger set of font styles, this could be pretty damn epic in the future, at least for me.

Also, lately I’ve been loading my Ajax libraries API (JavaScript libraries) using Google
http://code.google.com/apis/ajaxlibs/documentation/

I thought both of these were kool…I especially like loading external libraries..that way you don’t have to keep them on your server. I mean, it’s not a big deal, there are a couple reasons why you would want to do this…but I’m too tired to list them.
http://encosia.com/2008/12/10/3-reasons-why-you-should-let-google-host-jquery-for-you/

God so tired, can’t think, can’t write coherent blog post.

Zoning out in deep thought

Wednesday, May 19th, 2010 at 5:49 pm

I love the feeling of zoning out in deep thought. Today, on my walk home…I sort of just…realized where I was suddenly. And I realized I didn’t remember walking there, the sights I had seen for the last few minutes, I couldn’t remember what I was thinking about even…I WAS thinking about something, but I just sort of…zoned out for a few minutes. It happens quite easily when I drive too. But it’s strange, your body/natural reflexes still notice everything. I stop for stop signs, red lights, I go on greens, I watch the cars…but it’s all unconscious…or subconscious? Like, I can drive for 5 or 10 minutes…drive completely safe, obey the laws, watch out for danger…but not remember doing it because my mind is elsewhere…zoned out.

I’m sure everyone’s experienced this as well…well, I would assume. Obviously not if you’re a new driver…for example, when I first started driving, I couldn’t listen to the radio or have people talk in my car, I got distracted and couldn’t focus so well on driving. Mind you, this is like, right when I started driving. But now, driving is the unconscious part…and my focus is elsewhere, on a conversation or the lyrics to a song…

I really get my best thinking done in the car when I’m alone or when I’m walking alone or lying in my bed alone. I guess there’s nothing else you can do except be with your thoughts…and you can’t be with your thoughts when others are around.

I imagine this zoning out would be how iGo players play. They sort of…zone out in deep thought/contemplation. I could never do it, although I enjoy deep thought, I think I have some kind of short-term memory issue or ADD, sometimes I lose track of what I was thinking/talking about mid sentence. If you know me at all, you’ve probably noticed I’ll talk about something…pause, and then say “….what was I talking about?”. It’s rather annoying. Faulty wiring in my brain. Electric signals/impulses don’t make it to my brain. Which might be true because those same signals often misfire which, from a..physiological (?) standpoint, cause symptoms of OCD.

Hmm, I think this topic has been covered in a previous blog post O_O but I don’t remember which one. I often tell the same stories…like, I can’t remember if I’ve said something before. Like, I really get my best thinking done in the car when I’m alone or when I’m walking alone or lying in my bed alone. If you didn’t see wat i did thar, then maybe you have a short term memory problem. Or you didn’t completely read my post and just skimmed it. It’s okay, I forgives you.

What was I talking about again? (hah! c wat i did thar again!?) Writing is fun.

Do you people zone out when you do certain things? It really mostly only happens when I walk or drive. Does it happen for you guys/girls in other situations?

The new, new me…is reverting back the old me.

Wednesday, May 19th, 2010 at 1:23 am

There are been some significant changes in myself the last few weeks.

I’m noticing:
1. I’m blogging less. I mean, the number of posts is still high, but the content is a lot less, the topics a lot less insightful.
2. I’m on twitter less. I check it less, I tweet less.
3. I haven’t really worked on my website since after I updated my resume.
4. I also haven’t started watching a new show since Burn Notice, which was when I last worked on my site/updated my resume. I think watching stuff and working on my site is co-related. I don’t think I ever worked on my site when I wasn’t watching something so by not watching anything, I’m also not working on my site.
5. I’m actually watching stuff…but it’s re-watching anime, and I need my eyes for that so I can’t work on my site.
6. I’m alone with my thoughts less than before. I get some great thinking done when I’m alone…but I’m rarely alone nowadays. I’m either surrounded by co-workers or with Z. And I can’t think when I’m at work because Office Warren doesn’t let Real Warren’s thoughts in. Even now, I write this post and my last while Z is sleeping. Had she not been sleeping, I doubt I’d be writing.
7. I’m falling behind on my shows. Part of the reason is that I can’t download freely anymore because I tend do download when I’m at home but half of the nights I’m at home, Z’s playing WoW.
8. Yesterday night was the first good sleep I had in over 3 weeks. I’m tired and irritable. Starting to feel the “I hate my life. I hate my life.” words running through my head.
9. Is one before 10.
10. I don’t have anything more to say…clearly.

What do me, Dexter, and Sai have in common?

Tuesday, May 18th, 2010 at 9:55 pm

You know when Dexter has those moments where he narrates what he’s thinking…asking himself how to react in certain situations or what face to display…sometimes I ask myself the exact same things in my head IRL (in real life).

Perhaps somewhat complimentary to my lack of empathy, I find that sometimes someone will say something and I won’t know what face to react with. I ask myself: Do I smile? Do I give a concerned look? Where are they going with this? It’s not a natural reaction…sometimes I just have problems reading people even when they’re not trying to hide things. I think I’m better at reading subtle things, a smirk, a glance, a comment…but when someone waves a flag infront of me, I miss it. For example, my gaydar. I’m totally oblivious to such obvious things. But I might sense someone likes someone else by a slight hesitation or a glance.

There was this teacher I was talking to once….and she was telling me a story of how her student’s mom hugged her and thanked her for teaching the student to read. Touching right? I mean…my reaction was supposed to be “wow, that’s so sweet…that really touches your heart” but my actual reaction was a puzzled, perplexed look. “Why would she hug you? That’s weird” I thought to myself. Obviously, I had missed the whole point or aspect of the story she was telling. I just couldn’t feel that emotion…

It’s weird…I’m not very emotional in real life. I don’t know what it is…if I try not to let things in or if I just feel this empty void in my soul. A lot of the time, I act how I believe I should act. I smile because I think I should smile. But my emotions are very…dull in real life. However, I get pretty emotional when I watch stuff…I can get really emotional if something hits the right spot. There’s a scene in Gundam Seed where Cagalli thinks Athrun killed Kira (between eps 26-30). Cagalli’s really pissed and then Athrun admits that he knew Kira and doesn’t know why he did what he did…there are tears streaming down both their faces. When I watch that scene, I FEEL Athrun’s conflicted emotions…his sadness and confusion. It really hits that spot for me. That’s just an example…I really feel this…sadness…but it’s a feeling I don’t really get in real life. I guess that’s a good thing?

Anyways…back to Dexter…he’s able to pull off fooling people with his fake emotions. And so am I. While that character is fictional and definitely more devoid of emotion than I, I do sort of relate to his thought process sometimes. I dunno, my natural fake reaction is to react with a smile…it’s kinda weird, I do find I’m smiling when I hear totally unsmilable news. That either makes me look creepy or like an ass. I’ll have to watch out for that.

When I was re-reading Naruto Part 2 a month ago…I was reading about Sai’s character, whom I originally heavily disliked. But then he started talking about his lack of emotion, not knowing how to react to things, and he started showing his fake smile…and I started feeling like I could relate to him. Then, he stopped being so bad…

From a “Warren in society” POV, it’s probably not a good thing that I’m relating to Dexter and Sai…but it’s okay, no one reads this blog anyways :)

-(4(2) – 16 + (6/2) + 3) Shelves

Monday, May 17th, 2010 at 11:31 pm

= 2 Shelves. BEDMAS guys…grade 5 math.

Left Shelf
Batman TAS, Batman TAS Movies, Superman TAS, Batman Beyond, Justice League, Justice League Unlimited
Dark Angel, Beast Wars/Beast Machines, Various Movies (SNL collection, TMNT, Shrek)
Sailor Moon, VHS Disney Movies, Gundam Seed DVDs, Gundam Seed Destiny DVDs, Get Backers DVDs
Various Blu-ray (Iron Man, Up, Dark Knight, FFVII Advent Children, Battlestar Galactica Box Set)
Seinfeld & Friends Complete Series Collector’s Editions

Right Shelf

I’ve got so much space now, it’s ridiculous! I’m so looking forward to buying sh!t to fill the space up.